Apr
9th
Fri
9th
two is better than one
ive had a lot on my mind lately. for the first time in my life i find myself keeping quiet about all my thoughts. its almost as if im afraid to say or do anything. im not sure how that happened. i wake up every morning and i can tell ive been restless. something is different. i almost feel as if im standing on the edge. its like waiting for the other shoe to drop. im waiting for the pain to come, becuase i know it will. im running from it. slowly its creeping up on me. i just need to start making more time for myself. i need to read more. and i need to center myself.